Vergie
I'm torn once again
Back to where i hated when..
Sweet perfume,
over an undying flower
whose beauty never falters
Where should i go?
Should i be?
Must i be beyond what is infinity?
I've become blind
for i see so much
I see so much,
i see nothing..
What is in front of me,
i can not see..
But no matter what i'd do,
It is with you where i'd wanna be..
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Vergie
At first my life seemed so gray
Living in my shadow world of despair and pretentions
I cry silently til' my eyes run dry
I wanted someone to hear me,
and hoping no one will..
All the while i wear masks of smiles
Trying to hide the frowns in me
I was so lost in the crooked paths of life
Hoping to see the unburdened clarity..
Every time i look up,
the sky seemed down..
I thought i was dreaming
I badly wanted to wake up
Scream til' my voice runs out
But no matter how and what i try
My voice just won't come out
Choked by despondence
I cried to be understood
My life seemed so full of colors
But what i see are shades of gray..
I distance myself from the world
Hoping to find company in loneliness
But all i hear is silence
i couldn't hear no sound
My life's been raining for as long
as i could remember
Been walking on wet ground for so long
the clouds in the sky's still too dark
Never saw the sun shine above my head
I'm blinded by my darkness
Charred by my own despair
Numbed by the unending grasp
of life's torture..
Swayed...
Coz' i'm all alone
They say life's a fairytale
Mine's all messed up
I'm walking on bare feet
and i don't mind the pain
I may bleed..
But the rain will wash it away
My life may seem vibrant and bright
But in my eyes,
I see silhouettes and shadows..
Then you came..
You heard my voiceless scream
pulled me out of my shadow world
and you smiled..
You saw right through my curtains
and took a glance..
The pain i felt for so long came tumbling down my eyes..
I don't want to cry
but you are worth my tears
I knocked at your door
you gave me a chance..
My world got a little brighter
your smile shined right through me..
The mask i wore i took off for you,
and you took it from me..
My rain stopped
still you sheltered me..
I smiled
You placed the missing puzzle in my life
you completed me..
The sadness i felt for so long
came rumbling down the cliff
You did not put my slippers
on my bare feet
But you took off yours
And you walked with me..
You pulled the cloak that's
blocking my light..
You are my light
If you're a dream
I won't wake up..
Sleep til' i no longer breathe
and if you are true,
then reality is vain..
I'm going to keep you
They say life's a fairytale
I say it is not
And don't want it to be..
Fairytales has happy ending
But endings are never happy..
I want you to stay
til' the end of time
Coz you make me smile..
And i love you...
My life may seem so colorful
And in my eyes Now!
That's what i see..
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