1:32
My heart
at pain's mercy
trying to smile
crying all the while
can i forget?
this pain away
Sleep, wish all is gone
wish i was gone..
Don't they know
my heart's not made
from steel?
still i feel!
cold feet, eyes raining,
heart's bleeding
The pillow's all i have
It doesn't talk
Lifeless..
I envy it
If my heart's
in my stomach
i'll punch it til' it's gone
1:38
feeling numb
heart dead,
still in pain
eyes dry..
pillow wet--
it cried..
I wish pillow could talk
so i'll mend its pain away
I pity it..
It's lifeless--
tomorrow's new
always new, but
my days' still a snippet
of the past
I'm always gonna be
the stupid that is me
in their eyes!
I pity them
for they do not see
what my pillow sees--
they're lifeless..
Heartless..
Inanimate!
I'm not...